I am shattered and struggling with rejection right now....
I hope this does not lead to a major sabotage of all the acceptance I had of myself...
Today I worked so did not weigh... I will try and go in my morning tea break on Thursday. Hope I can summon up enough energy to be defeated at the scales again....
I am in emotional survival mode currently so will just try to maintain where I am at without going under....
A big THANKS to all of you that are encouraging me right now... I really do appreciate your positive outlook.
A weight loss journey and maintenance of a healthy lifestyle
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Jen
About Me
- cj
- Married to my hubby for 37yrs.I enjoy wandering on the beach and fishing. I am seeking to actively follow Jesus.Digital photography allows me to capture ideas for expressing thoughts creatively on canvas and leather. I love the colour purple and one day will be totally outragous and wear it with a red hat etc.
4 comments:
Hi - thanks for your lvoely comments. Re - the photo of me. There is one! Not on the profile though - check out the entry March 11th. Initially I felt like keeping the blog quite private, not having kids, husbands name etc but then gradually have opened up a bit more. Will do a profile shot one day. I hate having my photo taken though - a bit of a hang up of my bigger days maybe.
It does sound as if you are struggling at the moment. Hang in there. Take care of you - sending you lots of postive thoughts. Also sit back and think how far you have come.
Oops see what happens when I speed type...
Hey Cj..I am sorry someone has rejected you...and that it has left you feeling emotionaly drained and put you into survival mode...yes maintain what you are doing ...take time to heal my friend and let me know if there is anything you need I am always here for you a dear wonderful friend..
Berrie xxx
And likewise from me too CJ...am here whenever, whatever, just a call away...
Just try to maintain darl, chin up..
Hugs,
Jen xx
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